MISSnaive (: speaks out :
I have No Say .
I have No Talks .
I just wanna cry out loud .
Seriously , nothing been moving well .
Friends ? Studies ? Relations ?
Friends we say .
There's been lots of misunderstandings .
I do not know how it started out .
But it seems like the situation is worse .
You never know whos the real and whos the fake .
Cause u trust them both .
Yet , in the end .
Only to realise that you have been backstab a few times .
Betrayals everywhere .
Now u have no problems of misunderstandings .
Yet , more problems came .
Now who should u trust ? believe in ?
I do not know .
I do not care .
Yet my heart is always occupied with this .
God help us all ?!
Then please remove -
Those Misunderstandings .
Those Hatred .
Those Jealousy .
We all pray hard for this peaceful future .
Studies we talk .
I am too disappointed in myself .
Getting such low marks .
I have slacken too much .
I must bucker up now .
But these results that i have just gotten are way too pathetic .
Theres no way i am able to make it to the courses available .
I should just give up ?
Or continue to work hard ?
I have chosen .
My own decision .
That i should never give up .
&work towards my future .
I wish that all my friends here .
Are able to do that too .
Cause we will not stop .
Giving up on hope .
We will strive for those coulourful results .
Did anyone read Pandora's Box ?
As long theres hope .
No evil will stand still forever .
Hope will defeat them .
&restore all the peace .
That once belong to us .
Relieve all the stress .
&restore our naive selfs .
But no matter what now .
I just want to say :
JIAYOUS ! JIAYOUS ! U COULD DO IT ! =DD
I believe in myself .
I trust in myself .
I would be able to make it .
Thats because .
I have hope and my guardian angel right beside me .
Relations out loud .
What is true love ?
What is love ?
There is no answer to it .
Its just a feeling .
Yet , quite a complicated one .
Then what is the difference between a true love and love ?
One may experience love .
May experience relations .
Yet , they might not be able to experience the real true one .
The one that you will die for .
No one is able to explain how that feels .
No one is able to differenciate it and love .
Its just a mystery .
Its just a myth .
a legend .
However , the real pathetic love loser .
Is not one that never experience a true love .
It is one that had been going through it yet had never realised that a dream had come true .
Thus , you count ..
So how many losers are there on earth right now ?
Relations are something real private .
So please do not poke your nose into my business .
&invade my privacy .
I mean not everyone does it .
But some just kept on doing it .
&it really irritates me .
Teresa too feel that way , right ?
So i just simply hope that u guys will put a stop to it .
Thanks a bunch ! =D
Now the end is reaching .
i have an announcement to make .
For my dearest studies .
I had decided to RESTRICT myself from computer .
Thus i am unable to blog anymore .
Except for every saturday .
Which i am allowed for two pathetic hours .
Sigh !
I kinda sympathise myself .
Weirdo me .
~MISSnaive(: cheated in feelings- shattering of a glass heart .
~Will miss you guys . BYE ! =DD